I`m afraid

That I won`t be able to come through with what is needed

This marriage of Father and Mother

Heaven and Earth

I`ve bitten off too much

Chosen a path that is too real

But what else is there to do but live my dreams

Embrace my arrogance and self doubt

Hold myself to all forgotten potentials

Wish from a place of uncharted yearning

Warming up the engine under an immense sky

I am used

Over and over again

Drawn on the back of sacred trials

My skin is the parchment of undesigned truth

Discovered in the midst of loving what is

I see you’ve landed a fish

Jewel sparkling in the sun